stop thinking so much...

didn't get a good night sleep last night (sleeping on the floor of our new house is not that cool) so i am tired today. just had a meeting and don't feel very encouraged. you see i think everyone has certain passions and skills that they have been given. and what they choose to do with those passions and skills defines who they really are. what am i going to do with what god has given me? what am i going to pour my passion into? am i going to pour it where it will go to waste and the well will eventually run dry? haven't i been called to pour my passion into a place where it will be effective for god's kingdom? why do i continually slam into the same wall and wonder why things feel so worn down? i need a little more hope today. right now finding it in some good music...